Verb: Quit ( quitted, quitting) [♫ kwit]

Since Monday, I don't have the drive to go to work. As much as I want to look on the brighter side of things, I still feel a hollow emptiness. Four years... my long time friends are no longer here. I've gained new ones and they are the reason why I'm still holding on. But I am really tired now. I just want to do something else... *sigh* I know this is not the perfect time. Till then, I have to let it linger.  

On second thought..

lately, my mind is really confused with what i really want to do with my life. i thought, getting married is what i really want. but as the day goes by, i'm thinking if we are totally ready about it. 

our differences are not yet resolved. and i really think that i am slowly losing everything. T_T wedding jitters??

I dont want to be a feeble minded when it comes to this but i think we are not ready yet.... do i need to push through this plan? or am i just thinking too much? i hope someone will enlighten me to this. =(